Bi, pan, and queer fiction featuring disabled and neurodivergent characters

Bi health month 2023

Bi, pan, and queer fiction featuring disabled and neurodivergent characters

Bi, pan, and queer fiction featuring disabled and neurodivergent characters

Bi health month 2023

The Bi Pan Library is proud to partner with the Bisexual Resource Center (BRC) for the 10th annual Bi+ Health Month this March. We’re curating content all month to help you connected with m-spec (bi, pan, fluid, etc.) authors who are disabled, chronically ill, and neurodivergent and other resources to learn about health topics important to our community such as HIV/AIDS, pregnancy, intimate partner violence, and mental illness.

Now, let’s get to the books — we’ve labelled each one with the health topic the book covers, so you can see at a glance if any of the books reflect your own health conditions or a topic you’d like to learn more about. As always, if there’s a book you think we should add to this list, we’re all ears! Write in using the contact form and tell us all about it.  


Full Disclosure
by Camryn Garrett

HIV

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The uplifting story of an HIV-positive teen, falling in love and learning to live her truth. Simone Garcia-Hampton is starting over at a new school, and this time things will be different. She’s making real friends, making a name for herself as student director of Rent, and making a play for Miles, the guy who makes her melt every time he walks into a room. The last thing she wants is for word to get out that she’s HIV-positive, because last time . . . well, last time things got ugly. As Simone and Miles start going out for real–shy kisses escalating into much more–she feels an uneasiness that goes beyond butterflies. Simone’s first instinct is to protect her secret at all costs, but as she gains a deeper understanding of the prejudice and fear in her community, she begins to wonder if the only way to rise above is to face the haters head-on… Read more…

The Stumptown series
by Greg Rucka and Matthew Southworth

PTSd, addiction

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A pulpy noir comic series following a down-on-her-luck queer private investigator. Dex Parios is the proprietor of Stumptown Investigations, and a fairly talented P.I. Unfortunately, she’s less adept at throwing dice than solving cases. Her recent streak has left her beyond broke and she’s into the Confederated Tribes of the Wind Coast for 18 large. But maybe Dex’s luck is about to change. Sue-Lynne, head of the Wind Coast’s casino operation, will clear Dex’s debt if she can locate Sue-Lynne’s missing granddaughter. But is this job Dex’s way out of the hole or a shove down one much much deeper? Read more…

Sister Mine
by Nalo Hopkinson

birth condition, mobility impairment

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Two sisters, born of a demigod, conjoined at birth, one touched with magic and the other still in search of her gift. Makeda and Abby still share their childhood home. The surgery to separate the two girls gave Abby a permanent limp, but left Makeda with what feels like an even worse deformity: no mojo. The daughters of a celestial demigod and a human woman, Makeda and Abby were raised by their magical father, the god of growing things—a highly unusual childhood that made them extremely close. Ever since Abby’s magical talent began to develop, though, in the form of an unearthly singing voice, the sisters have become increasingly distant. Today, Makeda has decided it’s high time to move out and make her own life among the other nonmagical, claypicken humans–after all, she’s one of them. In Cheerful Rest, a run-down warehouse space, Makeda finds exactly what she’s been looking for: an opportunity to live apart from Abby and begin building her own independent life. There’s even a resident band, led by the charismatic (and attractive) building superintendent. But when her father goes missing, Makeda will have to discover her own talent–and reconcile with Abby—if she’s to have a hope of saving him…

You Exist Too Much
by Zaina Arafat

mental illness

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The captivating journey of one young woman caught between cultural, religious, and sexual identities. When our narrator finally admits to her mother that she is queer, her mother’s response only intensifies a sense of shame: “You exist too much.” She moves into an apartment with her first serious girlfriend and tries to content herself with their comfortable relationship. But soon her longings, so closely hidden during her teenage years, explode out into reckless romantic encounters and obsessions with other people. Her desire to thwart her own destructive impulses will eventually lead her to The Ledge, an unconventional treatment center that identifies her affliction as “love addiction.” In this strange, enclosed society she will start to consider the unnerving similarities between her own internal traumas and divisions and those of the places that have formed her. Read more…

An Unkindness of Ghosts
by Rivers Solomon

neurodivergence

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A raw distillation of slavery, feudalism, prison, and religion that kicks like rotgut moonshine. (Publisher’s Weekly) Aster has little to offer folks in the way of rebuttal when they call her ogre and freak. She’s used to the names; she only wishes there was more truth to them. If she were truly a monster, she’d be powerful enough to tear down the walls around her until nothing remains of her world. Aster lives in the lowdeck slums of the HSS Matilda, a space vessel organized much like the antebellum South. For generations, Matilda has ferried the last of humanity to a mythical Promised Land. On its way, the ship’s leaders have imposed harsh moral restrictions and deep indignities on dark-skinned sharecroppers like Aster. Embroiled in a grudge with a brutal overseer, Aster learns there may be a way to improve her lot–if she’s willing to sow the seeds of civil war. Read more…

Sick Kids In Love
by Hannah Moskowitz

Gaucher disease

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Two chronically ill teens navigate the joys and pitfalls of a relationship in this YA contemporary romance. (Kirkus) Isabel has one rule: no dating. It’s easier… It’s safer… It’s better… for the other person She’s got issues. She’s got secrets. She’s got rheumatoid arthritis. But then she meets another sick kid. He’s got a chronic illness Isabel’s never heard of, something she can’t even pronounce. He understands what it means to be sick. He understands her more than her healthy friends. He understands her more than her own father who’s a doctor. He’s gorgeous, fun, and foul-mouthed. And totally into her. It’s complicated… It’s dangerous… It’s never felt better to consider breaking her rules for him. Read more…

Disoriental
by Négar Djavadi

fertility, pTSd

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A high-spirited, kaleidoscopic story of Iranian history and a modern woman divided between family traditions and her own “disorientalization”. Kimiâ Sadr fled Iran at the age of ten in the company of her mother and sisters to join her father in France. Now twenty-five and facing the future she has built for herself as well as the prospect of a new generation, Kimiâ is inundated by her own memories and the stories of her ancestors, which come to her in unstoppable, uncontainable waves. In the waiting room of a Parisian fertility clinic, generations of flamboyant Sadrs return to her, including her formidable great-grandfather Montazemolmolk, with his harem of fifty-two wives, and her parents, Darius and Sara, stalwart opponents of each regime that befalls them. Read more…

Light Brigade
by Kameron Hurley

military PTSD & injury

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In a futuristic war, oldiers are broken down into light in order to get them to the front lines on Mars. The Light Brigade: it’s what soldiers fighting the war against Mars call the ones who come back…different. Grunts in the corporate corps get busted down into light to travel to and from interplanetary battlefronts. Everyone is changed by what the corps must do in order to break them down into light. Those who survive learn to stick to the mission brief—no matter what actually happens during combat. Dietz, a fresh recruit in the infantry, begins to experience combat drops that don’t sync up with the platoon’s. And Dietz’s bad drops tell a story of the war that’s not at all what the corporate brass want the soldiers to think is going on. Is Dietz really experiencing the war differently, or is it combat madness? Trying to untangle memory from mission brief and survive with sanity intact, Dietz is ready to become a hero—or maybe a villain; in war it’s hard to tell the difference. Read more…

Ben and Beatriz
by Katalina Gamarra

NEURODIVERGENCE, MENTAL ILLNESS

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A vibrant and clever retelling of Shakespeare’s Much Ado About Nothing. Beatriz Herrera is a fierce woman who will take you down with her quick wit and keen intellect. Especially if you come for her sweet BFF cousin, Hero. Beatriz would do anything for her, a loyalty that lands Beatriz precisely where she doesn’t want to be: the ridiculous Cape Cod mansion of super-hot playboy Ben Montgomery. The same Ben Montgomery she definitely shouldn’t have hooked up with that one time… White and wealthy, Ben talks and walks a life of privilege, but wrestles with the politics and expectations of a conservative family he can’t relate to. As her and Ben’s assumptions begin to unravel and their hookups turn into something real, they start wondering if it’s still possible to hold space for one another and the inescapable love that unites them. Read more…

Far From You
by Tess Sharpe

PTSd, chronic pain, addiction

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A beautifully realized YA mystery debut delving into the emotions of a girl recovering from drug addiction and grief. (Kirkus) Sophie Winters nearly died. Twice. The first time, she’s fourteen, and escapes a near-fatal car accident with scars, a bum leg, and an addiction to Oxy that’ll take years to kick. The second time, she’s seventeen, and it’s no accident. Sophie and her best friend Mina are confronted by a masked man in the woods. Sophie survives, but Mina is not so lucky. When the cops deem Mina’s murder a drug deal gone wrong, casting partial blame on Sophie, no one will believe the truth: Sophie has been clean for months, and it was Mina who led her into the woods. After a forced stint in rehab, Sophie returns home to a chilly new reality. Mina’s brother won’t speak to her, her parents fear she’ll relapse, old friends have become enemies, and Sophie has to learn how to live without her other half. To make matters worse, no one is looking in the right places and Sophie must search for Mina’s murderer on her own. But with every step, Sophie comes closer to revealing all: about herself, about Mina and about the secret they shared. Read more…

An Absolutely Remarkable Thing
by Hank Green

adhd, anxiety, depression, PTSd

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A propulsive and entertaining adventure about fame, rhetoric, and radicalization. The Carls just appeared. Roaming through New York City at three a.m., twenty-three-year-old April May stumbles across a giant sculpture. Delighted by its appearance and craftsmanship–like a ten-foot-tall Transformer wearing a suit of samurai armor–April and her best friend, Andy, make a video with it, which Andy uploads to YouTube. The next day, April wakes up to a viral video and a new life. News quickly spreads that there are Carls in dozens of cities around the world–from Beijing to Buenos Aires–and April, as their first documentarian, finds herself at the center of an intense international media spotlight. Seizing the opportunity to make her mark on the world, April now has to deal with the consequences her new particular brand of fame has on her relationships, her safety, and her own identity. And all eyes are on April to figure out not just what the Carls are, but what they want from us. Read more…

Outlawed
by Anna North

acquired disability, mental illness

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The riveting adventure of a fugitive girl, a mysterious gang of robbers, and their dangerous mission to transform an alternate history Wild West. The day of her wedding, 17 year old Ada’s life looks good; she loves her husband, and she loves working as an apprentice to her mother, a respected midwife. But after a year of marriage and no pregnancy, in a town where barren women are routinely hanged as witches, her survival depends on leaving behind everything she knows. She joins up with the notorious Hole in the Wall Gang, a band of outlaws led by a preacher-turned-robber known to all as the Kid. Charismatic, grandiose, and mercurial, the Kid is determined to create a safe haven for outcast women. But to make this dream a reality, the Gang hatches a treacherous plan that may get them all killed. And Ada must decide whether she’s willing to risk her life for the possibility of a new kind of future for them all. Read more…


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Bi, pan, and queer authors on disability and healthcare

Participate in #BiHealthMonth with a pick from this powerful collection of memoir and nonfiction by bi, pan, and queer authors about healthcare, neurodivergence, disability, and mental health. 

Everything to know about Bi+ Health Month

Connect with resources, books, and advice about healthcare topics important to the m-spec community such as disability, sexual wellbeing, abuse, pregnancy, and more.

Need more books? Schedule a visit to the Bi Pan Library

The Bi Pan Library offers free services for the queer community, writers, educators, and anyone else looking to learn. Schedule your virtual visit today!

Bi, pan, and m-spec authors on disability, neurodivergence, and healthcare

Bi health month 2023

Bi, pan, and m-spec authors on disability, neurodivergence, and healthcare

Bi, pan, and m-spec authors on disability, neurodivergence, and healthcare

The Bi Pan Library is proud to partner with the Bisexual Resource Center (BRC) for the 10th annual Bi+ Health Month this March. We’re curating content all month to help you connected with m-spec (bi, pan, fluid, etc.) authors who are disabled, chronically ill, and neurodivergent and other resources to learn about health topics important to our community such as HIV/AIDS, pregnancy, intimate partner violence, and mental illness.

On March 18th, Bi Pan Library founder Bren Frederick will be taking over the BRC’s Instagram to give a tour of the library and chat about how her disability, neurodivergence, and chronic illness have guided the creation of the Bi Pan Library (and share a few book recommendations, because of course). Be sure to follow the BRC to catch the takeover and learn about even more #BiHealthMonth resources!

Now, let’s get to the books — we’ve labelled each one with the health topic the book covers, so you can see at a glance if any of the books reflect your own health conditions or a topic you’d like to learn more about. As always, if there’s a book you think we should add to this list, we’re all ears! Write in using the contact form and tell us all about it.  


The Things We Don’t Say: An Anthology of Chronic Illness Truths
edited by Julie Morgenlender

CHRONIC ILLNESS

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Forty-two writers from around the world, including bi activists Julie Morgenlender and Heron Greenesmith (pieces listed below), open up in fifty true stories about their chronic illnesses and their search for answers, poor treatment by doctors, strained relationships with loved ones, self-doubt, the warmth of support from family and friends, the triumph of learning coping mechanisms, and finding ways to live their dreams. Read more…

  • This Is Hard by Julie Morgenlender
  • My Journey for Answers: Because No One Will Care More About My Health Than Me by Julie Morgenlender
  • Pain by Heron Greenesmith

Continuum
by Chella Man

deaf / hard of hearing

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What constructs in your life must you unlearn to support inclusivity and respect for all? This is a question that artist, actor, and activist Chella Man wrestles with in this powerful and honest essay. A story of coping and resilience, Chella journeys through his experiences as a deaf, genderqueer, pansexual, Jewish person of color, and shows us that identity lies on a continuum — a beautiful, messy, and ever-evolving road of exploration. Read more…

Unbecoming: A Memoir of Disobedience
by Anuradha Bhagwati

military PTSd, sexual assault

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After a lifetime of buckling to the demands of her strict Indian parents, Anuradha Bhagwati abandons grad school in the Ivy League to join the Marines—the fiercest, most violent, most masculine branch of the military—determined to prove herself there in ways she couldn’t before. Yet once training begins, Anuradha’s G.I. Jane fantasy is punctured. As a bisexual woman of color in the military, she faces underestimation at every stage, confronting misogyny, racism, sexual violence, and astonishing injustice perpetrated by those in power. Pushed beyond her limits, she also wrestles with what drove her to pursue such punishment in the first place. Once her service concludes in 2004, Anuradha vows to take to task the very leaders and traditions that cast such a dark cloud over her time in the Marines, and create a program where fellow combat PTSD sufferers can seek relief in community. Read more…

Bisexual Men Exist: A Handbook for Bisexual, Pansexual and M-Spec Men
by Vaneet Mehta

mental, physical, & sexual health

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Being a bisexual man isn’t easy – something Vaneet Mehta knows all too well. After spending more than a decade figuring out his identity, Vaneet’s coming out was met with questioning, ridicule and erasure. Navigating a range of topics, including mental wellbeing and sexual health, Bisexual Men Exist shares Vaneet’s own lived experience as well as personal stories from others in the community to help validate and uplift other bisexual men. The Bi Pan Library was honored to assist with research for several chapters in Bisexual Men Exist, including the health chapter. Read more…

The Pretty One: On Life, Pop Culture, Disability, and Other Reasons to Fall in Love With Me
by Keah Brown

cerebral palsy

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A fresh, thoughtful and charmingly funny collection of essays exploring what it means to be Black and disabled in a mostly able-bodied white America, from bisexual writer and actor Keah Brown. In The Pretty One she explores everything from her relationship with her able-bodied identical twin (called “the pretty one” by friends) to navigating romance; her deep affinity for all things pop culture; the self-hate society encouraged toward her disabled body; and her declaration of self-love with the viral hashtag #DisabledAndCute. Read more…

Marbles: Mania, Depression, Michelangelo, and Me: A Graphic Memoir
by Ellen Forney

bipolar disorder

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Darkly funny and intensely personal, bisexual artist Ellen Forney’s memoir provides a visceral glimpse into the effects of a bipolar disorder on an artist’s work, as she shares her own story through bold black-and-white images and evocative prose. Searching to make sense of the popular concept of the “crazy artist”, she finds inspiration from the lives and work of other artists and writers who suffered from mood disorders, including Vincent van Gogh, Georgia O’Keeffe, William Styron, and Sylvia Plath. She also researches the clinical aspects of bipolar disorder, the strengths and limitations of various treatments and medications, and what studies tell us about the conundrum of attempting to “cure” a brilliant mind. Read more…

You can also check out Ellen’s follow up to Marbles, Rock Steady: Brilliant Advice From My Bipolar Life.

Cornbread, Fish and Collard Greens: Prayers, Poems & Affirmation for People Living with Hiv/AIDS
edited by Khafre Kujichagulia Abif

HIV/AIDS

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A powerful anthology of deeply personal writing by people living with HIV/AIDS, lovingly gathered and edited by bisexual AIDS activist and librarian Khafre Kujichagulia Abif. Abif founded Cycle for Freedom in 2010, a national mobilizing campaign to reduce the spread of HIV among African Americans and Latinos.

Expecting: The Inner Life of Pregnancy
by Chitra Ramaswamy

pregnancy

When bi writer Chitra Ramaswamy discovered she was pregnant, she longed for a book that went above and beyond a manual; a book that did more than describe what was happening in her growing body. One that, instead, got to the very heart of this overwhelming, confusing and exciting experience. Expecting‘s takes the reader on a physical, emotional, philosophical and artistic odyssey through pregnancy. Chitra’s intimate, strange, wild and lyrical essays pay tribute to this most extraordinary and ordinary of experiences. Read more…

Disability Visibility: First Person Stories from the Twenty First Century
edited by Alice Wong

disability, cHRONIC ILLNESS

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In this fierce, galvanizing anthology of contemporary essays by disabled people, editor Alice Wong has included the work of multiple disabled bi/queer authors (pieces listed below). Read more…

  • How to make a paper crane from rage by Elsa Sjunneson
  • Nurturing black disabled joy by Keah Brown
  • Still dreaming wild disability justice dreams at the end of the world by Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha
  • Falling/burning : Hannah Gadsby, Nanette, and being a bipolar creator by Shoshana Kessock
  • Why my novel is dedicated to my disabled friend Maddy by A.H. Reaume
  • Common cyborg by Jillian Weise

The Collected Schizophrenias
by Esmé Weijun Wang

schizophrenia

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Schizophrenia is not a single unifying diagnosis, and bi/queer author Esme Weijun Wang writes not just to her fellow members of the “collected schizophrenias” but to those who wish to understand it as well. Opening with the journey toward her diagnosis of schizoaffective disorder, Wang discusses the medical community’s own disagreement about labels and procedures for diagnosing those with mental illness, and then follows an arc that examines the manifestations of schizophrenia in her life. In essays that range from using fashion to present as high-functioning to the depths of a rare form of psychosis Wang’s analytical eye allows her to balance research with personal narrative. Read more…

In the Dream House
by Carmen Maria Machado

intimate partner abuse

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Tracing the full arc of a harrowing relationship with a charismatic but volatile woman, bisexual writer Carmen Maria Machado struggles to make sense of how abuse shaped the person she was becoming. She looks back at her religious adolescence, unpacks the stereotype of women-loving-women relationships as “safe” and utopian, and widens the view with essayistic explorations of the history and reality of abuse in queer relationships. Machado’s dire narrative is leavened with her characteristic wit, playfulness, and openness to inquiry. The result is a wrenching, riveting book that explodes our ideas about what a memoir can do and be. Read more…

The Red Zone: A Love Story
by Chloe Caldwell

menstruation, pmdd

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Chloe’s period had often felt inconvenient, uncomfortable, or even painful. It’s only once she’s in her thirties, as she’s falling in love with Tony, a musician and single dad, that its effects on her mood start to dominate her life. Spurred by the intensity and seriousness of her new relationship, it strikes her: her outbursts of anxiety and rage match her hormonal cycle. Compelled to understand the truth of what’s happening to her, Chloe documents attitudes toward menstruation among her peers and family, reads Reddit threads about PMS, attends a conference called Break the Cycle, and learns about premenstrual dysphoric disorder, PMDD, which helps her name what she’s been going through. For Chloe, healing isn’t about finding a single cure. It means reflecting on underlying patterns in her life: her feelings about her queer identity and writing persona in the context of a heterosexual relationship; how her parents’ divorce contributed to her issues with trust; and what it means to blend a family. Read more…

We Are Never Meeting in Real Life
by Samantha Irby

Crohn’s disease, depression

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Sometimes you just have to laugh, even when life is a dumpster fire. With We Are Never Meeting in Real Life., bisexual food blogger and comedian Samantha Irby turns the serio-comic essay into an art form. Whether talking about how her difficult childhood has led to a problem in making “adult” budgets, explaining why she should be the new Bachelorette–she’s “35-ish, but could easily pass for 60-something”–detailing a disastrous pilgrimage-slash-romantic-vacation to Nashville to scatter her estranged father’s ashes, sharing awkward sexual encounters, or dispensing advice on how to navigate friendships with former drinking buddies who are now suburban moms–hang in there for the Costco loot–she’s as deft at poking fun at the ghosts of her past self as she is at capturing powerful emotional truths. Read more…

Care Work: Dreaming Disability Justice
by Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha

Disability justice

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In this collection of essays, Lambda Literary Award-winning writer and longtime activist Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha explores the politics and realities of disability justice, a movement that centers the lives and leadership of sick and disabled queer, trans, Black, and brown people, with knowledge and gifts for all. Care Work is a mapping of access as radical love, a celebration of the work that sick and disabled queer/people of color are doing to find each other and to build power and community, and a tool kit for everyone who wants to build radically resilient, sustainable communities of liberation where no one is left behind. Read more…

On Top of Glass: My Stories as a Queer Girl in Figure Skating
by Karina Manta

eating disorders, anxiety

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An insightful memoir from a figure skating champion about her life as a bisexual professional athlete. Karina Manta has had a busy few years: Not only did she capture the hearts of many with her fan-favorite performance at the U.S. Figure Skating Championships, she also became the first female figure skater on Team USA to come out as queer. But On Top of Glass isn’t just a story about Karina’s queerness. It’s also a story about her struggle with body image in a sport that prizes delicate femininity. It’s a story about panic attacks, and first crushes, and all the crushes that followed, and it’s a story about growing up, feeling different than everybody around her and then realizing that everyone else felt different too. Read more…

Deaf Utopia: A Memoir ― and a Love Letter to a Way of Life
by Nyle Dimarco

deaf

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Before becoming the actor, producer, advocate, and model that people know today, Nyle DiMarco was half of a pair of Deaf twins born to a multi-generational Deaf family in Queens, New York. At the hospital one day after he was born, Nyle “failed” his first test—a hearing test—to the joy and excitement of his parents. In this moving and engrossing memoir, Nyle opens up about his sexually fluid identity and shares stories, both heartbreaking and humorous, of what it means to navigate a world built for hearing people. Deaf Utopia is more than a memoir, it is a cultural anthem—a proud and defiant song of Deaf culture and a love letter to American Sign Language. Read more…

Broken (in the best possible way)
by Jenny Lawson

rheumatoid arthritis, depression

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As bi blogger and author Jenny Lawson’s hundreds of thousands of fans know, she suffers from depression. In Broken, Jenny brings readers along on her mental and physical health journey, offering heartbreaking and hilarious anecdotes along the way. With people experiencing anxiety and depression now more than ever, Jenny humanizes what we all face in an all-too-real way, reassuring us that we’re not alone and making us laugh while doing it. From the business ideas that she wants to pitch to Shark Tank to the reason why Jenny can never go back to the post office, Broken leaves nothing to the imagination in the most satisfying way. Read more…

Agorafabulous!: Dispatches from My Bedroom
by Sara Benincasa

agoraphobia

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In Boston, a college student fears leaving her own room—even to use the toilet. In Pennsylvania, a meek personal assistant finally confronts a perpetually enraged gay spiritual guru. In Texas, a rookie high school teacher deals with her male student’s unusually, er, hard personal problem. Bold bisexual humor writer Sara Benincasa has been that terrified student, that embattled employee, that confused teacher—and so much more. Her hilarious memoir chronicles her attempts to forge a wonderfully weird adulthood in the midst of her lifelong struggle with agoraphobia, depression, and unruly hair. Read more…

Unmasking Autism: Discovering the New Faces of Neurodiversity
by Devon Price

autism

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Bisexual social psychologist Dr. Devon Price shares his personal experience with masking and blends history, social science research, prescriptions, and personal profiles to tell a story of neurodivergence that has thus far been dominated by those on the outside looking in. For Dr. Price and many others, Autism is a deep source of uniqueness and beauty. Unfortunately, living in a neurotypical world means it can also be a source of incredible alienation and pain. Most masked Autistic individuals struggle for decades before discovering who they truly are. They are also more likely to be marginalized in terms of race, gender, sexual orientation, class, and other factors, which contributes to their suffering and invisibility. Dr. Price lays the groundwork for unmasking and offers exercises that encourage self-expression. Read more…

In the Body of the World: A Memoir of Cancer and Connection
by Eve Ensler

cancer, sexual abuse

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Bisexual playwright and activist Eve Ensler (playwright of The Vagina Monologues) has devoted her life to the female body—how to talk about it, how to protect and value it. Yet she spent much of her life disassociated from her own body—a disconnection brought on by her father’s sexual abuse and her mother’s remoteness. But Ensler is shocked out of her distance when she is diagnosed with uterine cancer, and through months of harrowing treatment, she is forced to become first and foremost a body—pricked, punctured, cut, scanned. As she connects her own illness to the devastation of the earth, her life force to the resilience of humanity, she is finally, fully—and gratefully—joined to the body of the world. Read more…

Out of the Woods: Nature, Sexuality, and Faith in the Forest
by Luke Turner

depression, sexual abuse, ptsd

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In the wake of a significant breakup, Luke Turner is visited by familiar demons, including depression and guilt surrounding his bisexual identity, experiences of sexual abuse, and confusion brought on by an intensely religious upbringing. With nowhere to turn, Turner seeks refuge in London’s Epping Forest, where unexpected, elusive threats seem to have replaced its former comforts. No stranger to compulsion, Turner finds himself repeatedly drawn to the woods, eager to uncover its secrets and investigate an old family rumor of illicit behavior that once happened there. Away from a society that still cannot cope with the complexities of masculinity and sexuality, Turner finally begins to find acceptance among the trees as he reconciles external expectations with his own way of being. Read more…

Baby Love : Choosing Motherhood after a Lifetime of Ambivalence
by Rebecca Walker

pregnancy

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After a lifetime of ambivalence about becoming a mother, bisexual writer Rebecca Walker decided to have a baby. As a member of the generation who believe in ‘having it all’, a career and a baby, she found that having a baby can mean losing oneself in caring for another. Yet she also found it to be the most meaningful experience of her life… Read more…

Spectrums: Autistic Transgender People in Their Own Words
edited by Maxfield Sparrow

autism

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Written by autistic trans people from around the world and edited by bisexual writer Maxfield Sparrow, this vital and intimate collection of personal essays reveals the struggles and joys of living at the intersection of neurodivergence and gender diversity. Weaving memories, poems and first-person narratives together, these stories showcase experiences of coming out, college and university life, accessing healthcare, physical transition, friendships and relationships, sexuality, pregnancy, parenting, and late life self-discovery, to reveal a rich and varied tapestry of life lived on the spectrums. Read more…


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Fantastic m-spec fiction picks for #BiHealthMonth

Explore queer disability and neurodivergence in fiction with these illuminating, heart-wrenching, romantic, and fantastical books featuring bi, pan, and queer characters.

Everything to know about Bi+ Health Month

Connect with resources, books, and advice about healthcare topics important to the m-spec community such as disability, sexual wellbeing, abuse, pregnancy, and more.

Need more books? Schedule a visit to the Bi Pan Library

The Bi Pan Library offers free services for the queer community, writers, educators, and anyone else looking to learn. Schedule your virtual visit today!

Everything you need to know about Bi+ Health Month 2023

The Bi Pan Library is proud to partner with the Bisexual Resource Center (BRC) for the 10th annual Bi+ Health Month this March. We’ll be sharing resources all month to help you connected with m-spec (bi, pan, fluid, etc.) authors who are disabled, chronically ill, and neurodivergent and other ways to learn about health topics important to our community such as HIV/AIDS, pregnancy, intimate partner violence, and mental illness.

On Saturday, March 18th, Bi Pan Library founder Bren Frederick will be taking over the BRC’s Instagram to give a tour of the library and chat about how her disability, neurodivergence, and chronic illness have guided the creation of the Bi Pan Library (and share a few book recommendations, because of course). Be sure to follow the BRC to catch the takeover and learn about even more #BiHealthMonth resources!

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Taking charge of your (bi)sexual health

via biresource.org

What is an m-spec person to do when they need sexual health information that speaks to their experiences, but face intimidating and antagonistic barriers to care?

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Finding m-spec chronically ill community

via biresource.org

Even though we compose 50% of the LGBT community, the aging bi, pan, and m-spec community is one of the least represented groups within our LGBT aging network?

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Don’t just get by, get bi-affirmative therapy

via biresource.org

As a bi, pan, or fluid person, you deserve a mental healthcare provider who really “gets it,” and knows that your orientation is a thing – and so are all the unique challenges that go with it.

The important difference of disabled mutual aid

via disabilityvisibilityproject.com

Disabled people are geniuses of staying alive despite everything. However… non-disabled “mutual aid” that got popularized during COVID didn’t always talk about disabled-specific ways of surviving. 

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M-spec people and intimate partner violence

via Anna Iovine

The narrative of what an abusive heterosexual relationship looks like doesn’t always reflect what abuse looks like within queer relationships. We’re not taught what to look out for…

Why don’t we talk about bisexuality and aging?

via lgbtagingcenter.org

Even though we compose 50% of the LGBT community, the aging bi, pan, and fluid community is one of the least represented groups within our LGBT aging network?


FURTHER RESOURCES


bisexual resource center

The Bi+ Health Month website houses an extensive library of resources for the m-spec community and our allies — articles, brochures, research studies, practical advice, and even ways to get involved with local community activism.

bi survivors network

A group of bisexual survivors facilitating peer-led, online support groups for survivors of sexual and/or domestic violence/abuse. BSN raises awareness for bisexual, pansexual, and other non-monosexual (bi+) survivors, working to ensure the community’s voices are heard and needs are met.

posi-pan’s pansexual health resource

Data about pansexual people is frequently blended into bisexual data, disregarded, or ignored entirely, making it difficult for pan people to access accurate and specific information about their community’s issues. Posi-pan’s health data resource gathers information about the health, well-being, and victimization of the pan community.